Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Is looking at porn wrong? Especially if your a teenage boy?

My mom has been going to my aunts house to gossip about things and get her to feel sorry for her (the aunt is my dads sister shes been going to). My mom brought up all these things about me that happened years ago with school and just family problems. But since then ive changed alot and the only thing wrong is that I dropped out of school. BUT, i'm going to take GED classes soon and ive already spoken to the counselor at the adult ed school, and shes waiting to get more info. So yeah, I think my mom was planning all this because she was going through my Itunes and listening to my music and one day I accidently left my Ipod out on the couch and she started listening to it. I think she tried to get me mad or something because she knows that I know she doesnt like rap music and thats what my Ipod is full of. She doesnt like the curse words and sex talk/profanity in the music. She was telling my aunt that ';i was using yahoo answers and asking strangers across the world about problems I had'; and all this other BS. She thinks im going to get in trouble on the internet or something or someones gonna hurt me because I asked these questions (which were about GED,social anxiety I might have, and some questions where I used Y/A to vent). She told my aunt that I was ';selling stuff on Ebay and having people come to the door'; which wasnt true, I was selling stuff on craigslist and my dad knew all about it. I had some stuff and I didnt know any other way of getting rid of it so I used craigslist to sell it. My mom knows nothing about a computer, all she knows is how to do is search she web and go to websites, and IM 2 of her friends.



But yeah anyways, I came on one day on my computer, I did have a few porn sites stored in my favorites. Along with some other website links to youtube and other things. I thought my mom was going through them because my dad mentioned to me ';you better not be telling people on the internet about us'; and my dad doesnt know nothing about a computer and my mom doesnt either. The first thing that came to my mind was ';maybe my mom saw my yahoo answers questions I posted'; or something. Then after a while I used to click favorites and I would click the history tab. Each time I came on after my mom used the computer, the favorites tab would be moved back to favorites. One day she even put a website she was on in my favorites and I deleted it. So after this, I put all my favorites in a different folder and hid them, and on purpose I stuck 2 hardcore porn websites in my favorites (LOL, I Shouldnt have done this!) and I came back the next day and they were deleted. I knewww my mom mustve deleted them!



Then after my mom got done being mad because my dad caught her telling my aunt things. She came to me today and said ';I saw a black squirall and a brown squirrall in the backyard humping, ive never seen that before'; and I didnt say nothing back. My dad heard it and came out running saying, ';do you have to mention that? shut your mouth!'; ';does it turn you on or something? Into animal pornography'; or something like that. Then my mom said she was going to the store and she asked if I wanted anything and I told her no. She then asked sarcasticly, ';do you want some condoms?'; and I didnt say nothing.



So I know that my mom told my dad but I think they dont want to embarrass me LOL! which I really dont care if they know I was watching porn or not. I know that its perfectly normal though. The porn isnt illegal or nothing its just regular porn! I dont feel any guilt at all!



Should it be normal? Dont say its disgusting! Maybe to some females it is lol..Is looking at porn wrong? Especially if your a teenage boy?
As long as you are not totally consumed by porn and peeping in peoples windows, or having urges to rape or molest, I'd venture to say that you are a normal teenage boy!Is looking at porn wrong? Especially if your a teenage boy?
No it's not wrong at all. If you choose to look at it then it's your own business. No one should care. It's not like your the one in the porns right?



Good luck
That was about multiple things...

Which one do you need help in?



The porn?



i think thats a little weird.

But do whatever you want.

Your choice.
No. You seem like the only normal one to me tbh. Keep doing what you're doing and don't worry man, you're cool.
its normal

alot of people watch it they just wont admit it
Of course it's not! As long as the people in the porn are of age and consenting, and what they're doing is legal, then looking at porn is perfectly normal.

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