What's the biggest ';What if---'; in your life right now?

JUST FOUND OUT THAT AN EX OF MINES (HE'S 25 NOW AND IM 20) HAS A DAUGHTER. WHO KNEW? ALL OF A SUDDEN I JUST SEE A PIC OF HIM WITH HIS NEW DAUGHTER! I GUESS. HONESTLY? I FEEL HAPPY FOR HIM. YEA WE PLANNED STUFF LIKE THIS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER BUT I GUESS IT JUST HIT HARD THAT WE'VE EACH MOVED ON. ITS BEEN A YEAR AND A HALF SINCE WE'VE BROKEN UP %26amp; I JUST FEEL LIKE WOW HE JUST MOVED ON WITH OUR PLANS %26amp; ENGAGED THEM WITH SOMEONE ELSE.



I DO HAVE TO ADMIT THOUGH I DO HAVE MY ';WHAT IF'S';:

WHAT IF WE HAD STAYED TOGETHER --WOULD THAT BE ME WITH OUR CHILD THAT WE PLANED?

WHAT IF I NEVER SAW THAT PICTURE, HOW WOULD I FEEL? WOULD HE EVER HAD TOLD ME?

WHAT IF I SAW HIM, WHAT WOULD I FEEL?

THE BIGGEST ONE ON MY MIND?

DOES HE EVER THINK OF ME? %26amp; THE PLANS THAT WE HAD?



THE NEW YEARS HERE.

SO I GUESS WITH A NEW YEAR

COMES A NEW BEGINNING.



WHAT'S THE BIGGEST

';WHAT IF'; IN YOUR LIFE?

EVER BEEN IN A SITUATION LIKE THIS?

HOW DID YOU COPE?

AM I CRAZY TO FEEL THIS WAY?What's the biggest ';What if---'; in your life right now?
no youre not crazy for feeling that way, its hard to see an ex move on to bigger better things without you even if you dont have feelings or them anymore.



the biggest what if in my life is what if i didnt show up at his job to confront him about our relationship troubles would we still be together? what if i stayed the same stubborn girl who pushed him away all the time would he still be here or would he eventually get tired and leave? what if i didn't fall in love with him so soon would it have hurt as much for him to break up with me?



life is filled with ';what ifs'; we have no choice but to move on we have to because life doesn't stop for our pain. i never coped with him leaving i still sit up at night and hope that he will call me. but every night ends the same, he didn't call, and i'm all alone. i keep my feelings to myself because he was the only one i felt comfortable enough with to confide to which makes it harder. my friends say i'm nothing like how i use to be i've changed and i miss him more than anyone will ever know.



but life goes on. it may get better or it may get worse. no one said life would be easy or predictable.What's the biggest ';What if---'; in your life right now?
I'll keep it vague, that way I'm covered on all fronts, but i will say what if it had been different. also, what if the cap lock wasn't invented! :)
What if this whole relationship doesnt work out?



after dumbing him over 2 years ago (for dumb reasons and i've always liked him) we kept in touch, finally he trusts and likes me again but now im afraid if this going to work out or not...i hope it will
whaet if me and my dad hadn't have had that argument after i did (insert one of the stupider things i have done)?

no, i just try to mend my bridges
what if i fail school?? would i kill myself?? but i know GOD will guide me thru so i guess the what if is nothing when i just rely on HIM...oh and i dont think ur crazy, everybody has the same experience...i think....pardon the speling, im just lazy...
Yes, you ARE crazy. You're also jealous and sound like a creep -- good thing he got rid of you and moved on with his life.



P.S. Oh, you also type in all CAPs which is rude.