I've been dating this dude for 5 months now.?

It’s going bad because u know about my past relationships how all of them treated me bad.Well coming to this one, I guess I didn’t take it too seriously because I thought all guys were all the same. U know when you’re adapted to being in a relationship where all they do is cheat on you, disrespect u, having low self esteem and always using you your mind is set by thinking that oh this relationship is just like the others. This relationship I would lie about little stuff or I would constantly accuse him of cheating and etc to the point we've been breaking up and making up. The last straw was two weeks ago where he was fed up and was going to let me go and I had to beg n tell him I would change. I understand it’s not fair to him but I’ve been through so much and yes I have to let go of my past but it’s not something I can wake up and get over like this. Well last week I lie about being negative $138.00 in my account but really I was negative $426.00. He found out n got really mad. He said he is mad about me lying to him again n he feels like if I can constantly lie about that what else can I lie about, he is also mad that this is an off n on thing n he gave me so many chances that I continue to do the same thing. He told me his last girlfriend, he had to let go cause she would lie to him. Now he said he so fed up that he doesn’t care what I do anymore. I told him what’s the point of us being together if he won’t care n I ask him does he still want to be with me he said he doesn’t know anymore. We live together n I feel so uncomfortable; I don’t know whether to move out or not. I tried talking to him yesterday night and one thing he asks me was “what is one thing u hate for a person to do to u?” I told him for a guy to lie to me. He told me that can’t be it again because I’m also lying to him. He told me that he understand I’ve been hurt in the past same thing with him but he’s not selfish like me cause he does care about my feelings but I don’t. He's really showing that he doesn’t care and he said this is repeats to him since the beginning of the relationship with the arguments. I've asked a couple of guys n they told me if they were with me they wouldn’t have stick around the fact that I’m always accusing them n that I’m always saying that I would change. I don’t want to loose him but to this point I really don’t know what to do because he’s at the end stage. Like yesterday I really didn’t know what to say because I always so “sorry” or “I won’t do this anymore” or “give me another chance” or “I don’t want to lose u” and so on, my words were limited.I've been dating this dude for 5 months now.?
why should he come back to you.You classified him along with the other guys. You showed him You don't want a new beginning.I would like to be nicer to you on this but, I can't . He is giving you what you deserve.

All I can suggest is ask him if he will give a chance on probation for a moth or so and if he does do some BIG changes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I've been dating this dude for 5 months now.?
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Leave him. Problem solved.