A dream and a hallucination? crazy stuff?

I was dreaming I was part of a tribal ritual.

It was night. I and a grope of people were dancing around a great big fire.

Actually I wasn’t me. I was in the body of another person.

We were all dirty and our heir… I don’t know how to call it ion English. Its like rage singers, bob marly. And in our hands we had big metal buckets.

As we dances around the fire sparks of fire in many colors (green, purple, blue…) jumped out of the fire to our buckets. Now I caught one of the sparks (I think it was green) and put it in my mouth. I immediately woke up feeling I did some thing bad.So I wake up in fear feeling I did some thing bad.

I turn on the light on my left. And in the mirror I see the most extraordinary thing.

Now that the point you are going to think I am a nutcase. A crazy person.

And I am shore there is a logical explanation for this.

I saw what I could only describe as a golden angel.

It was very small. It stood on the lamp; its body looked like an Oscar statue but with less details. No face no legs no hands, smooth, simple and golden. He had a pair of wings that were made of many golden scales. And they all reflected light to different directions. And he was waving them smoothly and slowly back and forth.

It’s really hard for me to describe it.



That’s not all. I felt really bad like I hurt him in the dream and that I should apologize. That sounded very reasonable to me at the moment. I could not move. I set like that for how long I don’t remember. Thinking in my mind “I am sorry I ask for your forgiveness”. Eventually I don’t remember how I trend off the light and ran out of the room. And did not sleep till morning. So I know it wasn’t a dream.

You think I am crazy… I thought so 2.A dream and a hallucination? crazy stuff?
This is probably what is referred to as a ';lucid dream';. You were probably having a regular dream until the point where you woke up feeling you did something bad. At that point, you were probably still 1/2 way sleeping because you wanted to know what you did that was really bad. The glow of the lamp would naturally appear to be an ';extraordinary being'; (like an angel) when you are lucid dreaming. The lingering feeling from your dream (';what did I do wrong?';) combined with your lucid dream (';the angel';) logically combined the two experiences (';what did I do to the angel?';) Do a search on ';lucid dreaming';. Many people purposely dream lucidly because they enjoy it. Others, like you, find the experience king of crazy. No worries, you are normal. :)A dream and a hallucination? crazy stuff?
in would say its the meds
daglas do you notice that it is the third time you ask the same question. I don't know what to say. You are for sure not crazy. I wish you nice dreams.

If you really feel bad about your dreams please go to pyschologist. It doesn't mean that you are crazy you need help and its the psychologist's job to help you.

Peace
You saw a strange being. That's cool. You're not necessarily crazy. Unless you're prone to hallucinations, you're not likely to have been hallucinating that event. Wierd **** exists, dude. Is this going to have any effect on your sceptical view of reality, or will you just banish with thoughts of dreams and hallucinations?
you probably accidently swallowed a pill and got high and hallininated